First Day...

September 6th was Avery's first day of preschool!

Her first time EVER away from her mommy, daddy, mimi or other family! She has never been with out one of us right by her side...EVER!!!! How do you let your little baby walk into a preschool all alone, with out you for 3 hours....yes, I do realize it is only 3 hours a day for two days a week...but, still it is my baby and I don't like it!!! It was so hard pumping her up and telling her how great it was going to be when I totally did not believe it my self! I didn't want someone else watching over and protecting my baby...what if she was "dirsty", what if she had to go potty but didn't know how to ask, what if she was hungry or cold or hot, what if she didn't want to do what she was suppose to, what if no one talked to her or played with her, what if she was scared or sad or missed me, what if she wanted me!!! UGH....I know she is going to be fine...I know it. She is going to a GREAT school and has the BEST teacher!!! I know those are silly silly things to worry about, but that is my baby. I know I have to let her go, I know I can't be around her 24/7, I know it is good for her. I know I have to and I am, I did and I will never tell her how I feel. Instead I will tell her how big she is and how proud I am of her for going to school and being a big girl and how I know she will love it and make a lot of new friends and do so many fun things...but man this is hard!!!

Her sweet little back pack
Smiling for me even though she didn't want her pictures made!
Posing by the tree in front of her school!
Yay...DKH!!!
Inside her classroom. She went straight to the play dough.

Daddy with his big girl!
Mommy....not wanting to let her go!
Avery and sweet Mrs. Porter reading a story as we left her! She didn't cry and I didn't cry. She said she had a good day. She doesn't really want to go back to school on Thursday though. She said it was to long and circle time was to boring! She has told me several times she does not want to go back to school...she does not need to go to school anymore!! I totally know how she feels! ;)
After school we went for yogurt!!! She was soooo happy!!! I have never missed her so much as I did for those long three hours!!!
Being silly
Sweet, precious, amazing little girl!!!
I love you so much sweet girl! I am so blessed to be your mommy! You will never know how much I love you or how much you have changed me! You are my whole world sweetie!!!